Mother Teresa, sometimes criticized and sometimes deified, appears to have been quite nonreligious after all.(click the title for link)
“Lord, my God, you have thrown [me] away as unwanted – unloved,” she wrote in one missive. “I call, I cling, I want, and there is no one to answer, no, no one. Alone. Where is my faith? even deep down right in there is nothing. I have no faith. I dare not utter the words and thoughts that crowd in my heart.”She added: “I am told God loves me, and yet the reality of the darkness and coldness and emptiness is so great that nothing touches my soul. Did I make a mistake in surrendering blindly to the Call of the Sacred Heart?”She even compared her problems to hell and admitted that she had begun to doubt the existence of heaven and God.”The smile,” she wrote, “is a mask or a cloak that covers everything. I spoke as if my very heart was in love with God, a tender personal love. If you were there you would have said, ‘What hypocrisy’.”
Dave’s Musings:1) OK so she appears to have been downright Atheistic in her writings. why did she continue to do her work? Just to be a good person? Does this eliminate the remnants of the religion=morality thing?2) I hate the term “Crisis of faith”. It’s not a crisis. It’s a revelation of reality. An Epiphany of intellect. An happy-hour of honesty. Not a crisis by any means.3) One must wonder how many more religious leaders out there are faking it. Could it be… a lot?







